I'm guessing this doesnt look so storybook now Open it to Chapter 6 entitled -Love and Trust I better put this book down Cause the first page was half charred to where you could see a bit of the next I wish I could hold you back in class and say that it was all from the stress. but I wouldn't be lying if I told you we weren't going anywhere Eachday I told myself otherwise making it to where I wouldn't care I just sat back and waited for my scene to begin holding on to my chair with my eyes dead centered in to the actress on stage what a beautiful smile too bad she'd use it to make my heart hurt for a while but thats the name of the game if you read a sad story after me comes the next and I started feeling bad for the guy before me Then again he's the reason why the pages were so crisp Held up that match for too long and got you addicted to this (alcohol) Is it sinful to think about myself for a while? Just put this book back up on the shelf in a state of denial then pick it back up when I think I'm ready again Hold on to my sick stomach because its not ready to spin But the pages stay the same from the first chapter to the 6th Every time I pick it up I keep adding to the list of the things in the seventh Like, .... Self Respect. Chapter 7 Verse 1. Part A. went up like the flame from a gun. then goes...... .Decency. Chapter 7 Verse 2. Part B. I realize...... " Wait, its me with the match now What the fuck am I doing to you?!" So I'd better take a step back and trip over my guitar when these feelings come over me like a familiar coat from my attire And back onto myself again I start thinking of how I wish I had the chance to tell you (my friend) That sometimes I feel as if I have nowhere else to go but I have something left to say and I have nothing left to show and if you were here with me right now I'd take time out of my day to say I love you. And I'll never hurt you again, thats why I'm putting this book back up on the shelf in shame. I've gathered one thing from this whole ordeal, and thats that we are the same book, pages burn in me as well.